*phew* Okay, so...

I'm feeling pretty garbage right now, sick AND stressed out. You see, I've been perpetually sick with some kinda cold/sore throat for the past two weeks...well it went away and now I've got a cyst on my right tonsil again, so I have to go to the doctor tomorrow and get more pills for that, IN ADDITION to the fact that I'm on my period and incapacitated from cramps. >_>V

The stressed-out-ness is due to the fact that, in addition to being sick, my great-grandma had a stroke over the weekend and she's getting out of the hospital, so now my mom is going down to San Jose to take care of her for the foreseeable future (otherwise she'd just be sent to a nursing home and we don't trust nursing homes). So with my mom leaving, I'm gonna have to be head of the household for...god knows how long, great...
I'm gonna hafta' clean, cook dinner, do laundry (UGH I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M A FUCKING BABBY I STINK) and go grocery shopping. I'm just kinda dreading this since, even though my dad and sister are supposed to pull their own weight, I'm afraid Kelly's just gonna run roughshod over everything and my dad will just drink and fall asleep on the couch and not do any fucking thing...which is what he already does, BUT STILL!!

Depending upon whether or not grandma gets better or just dies, my dad is gonna be bringing the rest of us down there to visit for spring break/Easter...my mom also said that I might have to move down there in April and help out/keep them company for like, a few months. *sigh* I dunno how to deal with this.